Celalia

coincidences

Fri, 15 May 2009 07:18:32 GMT

I know, it's been awhile. Do you believe in coincidences? Some things, good things mostly have happened this week and I'm not sure what to make of them. I don't want to say much because I don't want to jinx it. I don't know if the things that are happening are signs about something, or just completely random. I'll let you know what happens, but it may be awhile. Until then keep your fingers crossed and send good vibes :)

Thu, 24 Jan 2008 05:04:08 GMT

Why do I have to feel like this? Why can't I be happy? Why? I think I need help...

Wed, 17 Oct 2007 04:05:21 GMT

I don't know what to do. I've completely messed up. I've lied so much to my parents. I can't tell them the truth, they'd kill me. I can't tell anyone. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've dug a hole deeper than I can get out of. I have no hope, no light at the end of the tunnel. I just can't do this anymore. I don't know how to fix what I've done. They think I'm moving on to bigger, better things, but I can barely get past the crap. I just don't know what to so anymore.

Sat, 04 Aug 2007 05:12:11 GMT

since I haven't posted in awhile here's a post.

I'm hungry.

and tired too, so I'm going now.

Have fun and don't fall in.

Thu, 10 May 2007 19:10:17 GMT

so for those of you who don't already know, I was in an accident on Monday. I'm ok, a little sore and my spine is pretty screwed up from whiplash, but I've already been going to the chiropractor, and he's going to fix this too. My car on the other hand is totaled which is very sad. My brother is happy that he doesn't have to drive a purple car anymore. Having to take the bus and having my mother drive me everywhere kinda sucks, but it does make me want to drive sooner. I'm not quite there yet, but I think I will be soon. All in all though, I consider myself pretty lucky. I basically slammed backward into a tree a 65mph. If I didn't have my seatbelt on, I'd probably be in a coma or dead. I am so grateful to all the people in Virginia who helped me after my crash, I don't know what I would have done without them.

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 15:51:56 GMT

So I went to the Josh Groban concert last night. It was amazing!! I loved every second of it. There were times he would be talking and people would come up an give him things. The best bit of all was about midway through the concert. The violinist was doing a violin solo while Josh was off stage. When the song was over, Josh appeared on the video screen and began singing. He was in the audience, singing, and shaking hands. I wasn't sure where he was, but I saw a light kinda behind me, so I thought it was the section next to me, but people were looking at the aisle I was sitting in. So I turned to look up the aisle and there he was! He came down my aisle! I had an aisle seat too, so I was able to shake his hand! It was amazing!. My hands were shaking for about 20 minutes later. All in all, it was a great concert, and if any of you get the chance to go to a Josh Groban concert I highly recommend it. It's definitely worth it!

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 00:29:51 GMT

I need help making a decision, should I go to the Josh Groban concert or the OSU men's basketball game?

Help!

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 04:42:53 GMT

so I've been having problems with the internet on my desktop. It keeps saying limited or no connectivity. But when I switch the cable to my laptop, it works perfectly. Anyone have any ideas on how I can fix it, knows someone that can fix it? Any help would be greatly appreciated.

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 08:55:54 GMT

Since all my friends/readers here are stargate people, I'm gonna air out my frustrations here...

It started off so well and then...

I was some what spoiler free in that I didn't know exactly what was going to happen, but I knew some one was leaving. And it was so poorly done. The character deserved a better exit.

And the way TPTB are adding, removing, and changing characters is extremely frustrating. You get attached to one character and then there gone. This is a show about CHARACTERS and their interactions. If TPTB are unhappy about the lack of chemistry, maybe its because all the characters are gone before they get the chance to develop some.

Oh, and writers, copying scenes from Grey's Anatomy will not help your ratings any. Especially that scene.

I'm almost to my limit with what I can take with this show....

I guess I'll just have to look forward to 3 months till new Doctor Who episodes....except it's with not!Rose...darn scifi shows.

At least theres still Heroes! With Christopher Eccleston! Coming back next week!

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 23:08:13 GMT

I screwed up big time, and I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I can't talk to anyone, because they have no idea what the truth is and if I told them, I would disappoint them and I could get in huge trouble. I have no idea what to do

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 07:53:50 GMT

Words are such powerful things. They can build people up and tear them down just as easily. In this day and age of bloging, this is even more true. A stray word or phrase might have a powerful effect on someone, more than you realize. Maybe more than you ever realize. And it's easier to do when everyone can read what you write.

The other day I was reading a blog and the author wrote a couple sentances that hurt me a lot. The author may or may not have meant to, but it did. And maybe it's my fault. Maybe I hurt the author in the first place. In hindsight, maybe I should have done things differently this quarter. Maybe I should have spent more time on friends than on my schoolwork or my job. I spent almost no time on friends this quarter. I spent very little time talking online to anyone, or even hanging out. I'm sorry if this made you feel like I don't care, but I do. I'll try to work harder in the future to be a better friend, and to talk more, make more of an effort.

I love you all very much.

b-day party

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 05:20:19 GMT

So I'm thinking about going to Buca di Beppo for a girls night out for my birthday. If you would like to come, leave a note or something letting me know so I can reserve a space. The party will be Saturday day evening. Hope y'all can come!

stuff and such

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 06:35:25 GMT

So I thought I'd update and let people know that I'm doing better about everything. Summer quarter is almost over and I don't think I did terribly in my classes. Fall quarter is coming up and I'm excited about my classes. My job isn't too bad, but I wouldn't mind finding another job. I want to stay in the hospital but I could use some more money. I'm very broke at the moment. My aunt is taking me to Vegas in January. She's going to pay for my airfare if I make the dean's list this fall. I have to pay for everything else so I need to start saving up. If anyone else wants to go you are more than welcome to come, you do have to pay your own way though. (and preferably be over 21, but not completely necessary, I think there is stuff to do for the under 21 crowd :P).

Anyway, today I work, someone told me something interesting. He's always says I never look tired. Today he said that he's nover seen me frown and that if he's having a bad day seeing me always makes things better. It was an interesting conversation.

My birthday is a month from today and I have no idea what I should do. It's my 21st if any of you don't know...Let me know if you have any suggestions.

Leave suggestions and/or love!

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 08:34:20 GMT

This is kinda depressing, but these are some things that have been on my mind recently. I have no idea who reads this, so if I say something that offends you, I'm sorry but it's how I feel. So here goes...

I feel like such a failure. I can't seem to do anything right. I didn't graduate high enough in high school, didn't do well in Bible Bowl. I did horrible in college. I did well one quarter and my mom said it was only because they were "cake classes." I bought a TV and my dad nearly kicked me out of the house and disowned me. He called me a liar and said he can never trust anything I say. I was kicked out of ROTC. I changed my major. I don't know what I'm doing in my life. My parents were disappointed about all of these. I have no money, and spent money I don't have this week. I feel like there disappointment is getting worse. It's always Daniel this, Daniel that, never about me. I need to just graduate and get a job so I can get away. They can forget about me. They can have their perfect son, the one who got perfect grades, who studied for Bible Bowl and did well, who's going to be an engineer, whose skinny, the perfect child. Then maybe than can leave me in peace. My mother told be not long ago that she finally "accepted" the fact that I was not a validictorian. Who says that to their child? The one thing I was ever good at my parent made me quit. Then they try to deny that I was good at it. They have never made Daniel quit anything. I don't know how much longer I can take this.

My supervisor at work has been getting on me recently about how I don't hang out with people much on weekends and such. She thinks that I need to go to the mall on weekends with friends and stuff like that. This and a couple other things got me to thinking. I don't don't really have any close friends. Someone I can share my deep dark secrets with. I used to have one, but then she met a boy and it seems like she has drifted away. I tried to hang on, but I can't anymore. She's drifted too far away. She hardly talks to me anymore. I don't think that she think's of me as a close friend. Probably not in the top 20. Just some one that's there. When I joined a Bible Study here my Freshman year, I though maybe there's a chance of some good friendships there. But I've felt like an outsider so many times in the past few years. They go off and do things and rarely invite me. If they do it feels like an afterthought. It's like I'm forgotten. When they were picking roommates, no one wanted to room with me. They all moved in a house together, but they didn't ask me if I wanted to live in a house with them. I have some friends in Dayton that I have hung out with and gone shopping with and such, but that is a little far away for hanging out on a regular basis. I wish there was some one I could talk to about everything, someone who, when I'm having a bad day will say "hey, let's go get something to eat and talk." I suppose some of it may be my fault. I can talk up a storm to people about shallow thing, but when it gets personal, I don't feel like there's anyone I can talk to. It's really hard for me to open up about things. I feel so alone, so very, very alone and I hate it. I wish I could have at least one close friend to pour out my heart to.

Well, this went on longer than I intended, but I needed to get these off my chest. Thank you for reading this and I hope you have a better day that I did. Now I should probably head off to bed since it's almost 4:30 in the morning.

Good night!

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 19:30:21 GMT

I escaped from the Dungeon of Celalia!

I killed Butterfly Sedai the arch-demon.

I looted the Amulet of Ckojlf, the Armour of Star Wars, the Wand of Sleeping, the Sword of Stargate, the Dagger of Stargate, the Sword of Stargate, the Crown of Secbeth, the Armour of Star Wars, the Wand of Stargate and 67 gold pieces.

Score: 167

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Wed, 24 May 2006 14:12:54 GMT

Happy 18th Birthday to my little brother!

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 04:40:48 GMT

I hate school.

new phone

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 01:01:40 GMT

I got a new phone! My new number is 614-905-1921. I have a verizon phone, so y'all can call me for free if you have one too! Even if you don't give me a call sometime!

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 18:32:15 GMT

Happy Birthday Jules!!!!!!

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 22:00:28 GMT

I got my RENT DVD and Grey's Anatomy Season 1 DVD today!!!!

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 04:49:54 GMT

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Fri, 27 Jan 2006 12:28:05 GMT

procrastination and the resulting all nighters suck

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 23:59:20 GMT

Get your own spectral analysis from Area 23^®

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 17:38:04 GMT

Just got back from the real estate company. They told me that there are working on moving my neigbor out, and they hope to have him out by the end of the month!

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 23:36:35 GMT

so today I got another note:

Dear neighbor,
I have told you several times and to the roach problem from your unit, in particular to the many roaches that were coming from under your door to my apartment. I recently had to go the hospital and was in a life-threatening situation due to an allergic reaction related to the roach infestation. Your unwillingness to cooperate and your ignorance will finally pay off. In addition to the already gathered evidence, any new roach entering my premises from yours will be photographed and (or) videotaped. My attorney will be contating you soon. Also, I have called the Health Department and they will be making an inspection to our building. In case you are not familiar with the laws regarding roach infestation, they will be able to provide you with more information.

I think he's bluffing, because I can hear him going to and from his apartment, and I have heard him evey day. There is no was you could have a life threatening situation and not ne in the hospital a couple of days. Plus I work at the hospital, and I never saw himm, or his name anywhere, and I cover the whole hospital. I also don't know how his attorney is planning on contating me when they don't know my name or phone number.

This morning I was gretted to him pounding down the stairs going "Good morning, Good morning, Good morning b!tch."

I can't get to the real estate company until tomorrow, and this whole situation is driving me nuts!